I am focussed

I am doing just fine, I am focussed and efficient. Every morning I try to follow the same routine (yes - I TRY, nobody's perfect): get up; coffee; try to do something with my hair; get my kid out of bed; get him to eat breakfast; give up on the hair thing; walk to school; go to work...... and so on and on.
This should create feeling of stability, in my case it creates feeling of boredom and urge to run away. It's just not working for me.

I follow (or TRY to follow) advice of various gurus : BE POSITIVE (I've mentioned this one already, I know), LIVE IN THE PRESENT MOMENT (this one is hard to ignore - we all LIVE in the present moment - dah!), EMANATE GOD ENERGY ( that one is a bit tricky), ....... BLAH, BLAH, BLAH (my personal favorite).
I - eat as well as possible, - think about exercising, - have a lot of supplements in my cupboard - I think this is all good. I try to focus on my wonderful reality, I don't  think about unpractical or unnecessary ideas, I am so proud of myself.... and then when all is going so well SHE shows up!!!!

I just like to slap her sometime, she is so happy all the time!!!!  and full of energy, and new ideas, amazed by everything - it's ridiculous. How on Earth we can have anything in-common?

What if she is my opposite?  Than I must be a miserable cow?????
This is not fair at all!!!